hahahha baju raya

Last yearrrr.. aku pakai jubah mak yg maroon tau untuk raya.. pastu dia pakai gakk weh maroon. 

Then this year 2024... i did cakap dalam ig story. Im gonna wear marine blueee... guess whattttt he did too... fahmy.... fahmy

guysss!!! Dr R having comeback

Idk how but... i never thinks of him. Dr R. But then suddenly like last week i dreamt of him. Like one day, i was with some classmates and attending one clinical session. Then Dr R was there, he asking us to do refraction. Then i did everything bla.bla... then lastly, he somehow manages to say something really really nice. Like puji me. Like he was so different.. so nice tho... like wtf.. since when tho... i do scared of him. But still nah.. idk ahahha... that day like one whole day.. my heart like cnt stop beating fast tho... hahahahahahhahahahahahahha

contact lens and frame room scene 😫

Tadi aku pergi frame room sbb nak survey harga contact lens... pastu ada en pijun ngn puan hanisah... temgah aku dok belek katalog. Pastu en pijun kata. Kita bagi ni kat fatini la suruh fatini cek.

Aku mcm aik? Patient apa. Ni haa yg hari tu, pt yg banyak songeh.. aku ckp eh bukan ngn saya. Tp ngn naqi tu. Yg mengada2 tu kan...

Pastu dia jeling aku weh. Haaa mengumpat. Tau mengumpat je diorang ni... 

Aku macam eh?

Pastu dia mcm "tapi kalau suruh budak call... kang nanti lagi panas baran pulak patient ni" 

Dua2 taknak weh last2.. taknak call, taknak amik as patient weh. 

Pastu diorg ckp.. ah biar la.. kalau nk datang,, datang.. kalau tak. Lantak dia lah..

Pastu aku gelak la. Aku jawab ish ish ish kesiannn

Dia marah aku.. ish budak ni.. dia g gelak pulak. Kurang hajo.. pastu dia gelak

Ahhaha aku gelak jeee

Pastu lepas aku dh fitt multifocal tadi. Pastu mmg dia nak beli tau. Aku pergi la hantar bayar apa semua... pastu.. aku g hantar kt puan hanisah kata nk order contact lens.

Lepas tu puan hanisah ckp.. yg tu.. bukan multifocal weh.. yg tu mcm antifatigue. 

Tapi aku ckp la... sbb power addition dia +1.00 je sbb umur 41thn. So puan hanisah ckp oh okay la kot

Pastu lepas setel semua... aku nk g frame room sbb nk mengumpat tanya pasal patient yg pagi yg post cyclo tu... (tak beli ponnn weh) 

Pastu nampak dua tu tgh hangat bersembang. Pastu puan hanisah panggil, sini fatini.

En pijun tanya "pt awak tu beli berapa kotak fatini, 10 kotak ke?" 

Aku pon, eh tak sekotak je...

En pijun " haaa habis tu... tulis la berapa kotak.. hish awak ni.."

Pastu dia tanya la pasal contact lens. Okay ke vision dia. Tiba2 aku kena report semua history taking ngan va kat diorg... sampai la over rx.

Sampai aku nk tulis yg pt beli sekotak tu. Sampai lupa weh. Puan hanisah remind sekali lagi ahahhaha.. pastu en pijun be like "hahahha sori la ye. En hafizun yang kacau awak sampai lupa tulis... "

Pastu diorg mcm oh okay la kot.. Pasal si edof contact lens

hey there

I know i know... it's  been too long since last posting. But today theres something i wanna share... so i just finished the bv clinic. And went cafe with pina but then ada orang panggil nama aku. Aku pandang la... pastu nmpak pijah and si nadhir ... si nadhir tu tanya aku.. nak g kafe ke.. aku jawab haah... pastu dia nk sembang lg ngan aku.. pijah dah kat depan ngn pina. Aku jalan lambat sbb lutut gue sakit. 

And then after makan.... mmg si nadhir tu sembang ngn aku... sikit2 last tu je dia sembang ngn pina. Aku plak aduhhhhh be like... weh hati rileks.. jangan kabut sangat jangan gelabah sangat. Rileks je... jangan fall in love woiiii

Lepas habis makan. Dia balik umah. Aku nk g klinik. Tiba2 pina cakap. Weh wan.. apsal aku rasa nadhir tu rapat gila ngan kau ekkk.... dia suka kau ke...

Aku terus cakap... no stopppp pina... jangan.. jangan ckp cmtu. Aku ni senang delulu... stoppp .. aku tak nak pikir.. ahahahhaahahha

Kau tau tak... aku dh banyak kali cuba taknak ikut perasaan hati ni... aku dh janji taknak jatuh cinta. Aku dah banyak kali... letak tepi wehh... perasaan ituuu....

ya allah... he did it again

Okay i did posted this one story about a picture of food. And caption of best pcc ever ❤️.. and patient tadi encem....

Well guess what?!!!!

Fahmy just post a story after mine... a picture of his colleagues and him of kos... and ..... the caption, best 8-5pm session ever.... OMAIGADDDDDDDS... watisthatttt

Okay it is not the first rodeo. Okay. I once posted 1 story about my assignment. A picture with my long essay on microsoft word on laptop. And guess what.. that night... he indeed posted the same!!!!!! Long essay thingy on laptoppppp

Ya Allahhhhh mcm mana nk stop this delulu gays.....

wehhhhhh how can i move on

[8:13 AM, 6/17/2022]

 Peh mimpi tadi

Aku mcm buat mind own business... Ada lelaki yg mcm stalk, suruh aku buat mcm2

Pastu dia ajak

Berkahwin

[2:47 AM, 6/12/2022]

I mean... I haven't dream about them lately... Almost a year

 But somehow,, they have returned and disturbing the peace. So yeah again. Im returning to ppukm, like hell yeah being a junior yet again. Being study medic once again. And i was talking to some lecturers and guess what? He came. FB came. He was like too happy to see me then. But i was too embarrassed. Then i couldnt remember what happen but when i was there, like doing all the exams, then this man(im not so sure, was it irfan or other boys). He gave me some notes tho. Whatever. Then i cant remember things after that

am i insane

 I mean... I haven't dream about them lately... Almost a year

But somehow,, they have returned and disturbing the peace. So yeah again. Im returning to ppukm, like hell yeah being a junior yet again. Being study medic once again. And i was talking to some lecturers and guess what? He came. FB came. He was like too happy to see me then. But i was too embarrassed. Then i couldnt remember what happen but when i was there, like doing all the exams, then this man(im not so sure, was it irfan or other boys). He gave me some notes tho. Whatever. Then i cant remember things after that

but am i gonna keeps on dreaming bout this like forever?

tibah

 I dont know why... I was sleeping in my bedroom... Then someone called me... I opened my eyes and i saw dr remy... Sitting infront of laptop and in my bedroom... Asking whose baby is that... I was puzzled. Baby?! Then he grabbed his phone and showed me photo of baby with a caption... My baby (kot)

then he kinda shocked flabbergasted. asking me again, " your baby?" he frowned.

and i dont answer it, i just went to sleep. 

the problem is,,, the heck is he doin in my bedroom.

then theres something happened i cant remember.

new post new dream

 i had this dream yes again. suddenly i was in ppukm... and i met irfan n the geng.. i was there. BUT, i hid myself. i hid from whoever person tht i knew. i closed my face.

then, one day, irfan suddenly knew that was me. kept on asking why on earth do i need to hid myself. why?

i kept on saying how embarassing i am after failed med. and how i cant let out the guilty and this unsettled feeling..

but he said. why? you cant do that. bla bla bla keeps on convinced me how i am not failure. 

then he somehow repeating to help me, and want to be close to me... asking on how much he missed me...

then these 3 person, irfan, fazlihi, faqrul.... like having contest on to take my heart gitu...

faqrul bought me something... fazlihi did something... i cant remember.. and irfan was doing nothing but i waited for him

faqrul be like, choose me... but i cant choose.

then i woke up